I used to blog here. Sometimes I think I still do. I come back here from time to time with a thought. An idea. A statement. But then I give up before I start.
Maybe I'll delete the old blog and start a new one, I think. As if I'm just starting one for the first time.
Does anyone ever check back here anymore?
So much has happened since I last blogged. Stephanie is almost 6 months old.
She is amazing. What a little personality. I re-read my last few posts about how overwhelmed I was and it's as if it was written by someone else. Yes, I remember the sleepless nights wishing she would just go to sleep already. And I remember the wondering of when the last time it was I laughed out loud. But I don't remember it being that bad. I think that;s the reason why I don't delete everything and start fresh, the need to remind myself how it was in the beginning.
So I'm starting over from where I left off, whatever that means.
So I guess I am back. In more ways than one.
